"Self Titled Again" by Lexi Karma - Lyrics
Self Titled Again
by Lexi Karma
All lyrics written by Ayden Iona
Copyright Lexi Karma, 2016, 2024
- 12 Mar
- Crystal
- Mendax
- Selfless
- Kisses
- Shower
- Masked Appeal
- Six Minutes
- Break Contact
- Winter and On
- More
12 Mar
A day like today where the suffering's worse than fate
What one does with it is much more potent
Writing off lies knowing no one has spoken
Lose
A life made of action
Choose
A life made of anguish
We all choose
If we all chose to wade through this chemical waste
Would the diagnosis matter in normalcy's haste?
I beg to differ
I beg to no one
I beg with the dividend that I'm left alone
Say what you will say in turn with a severance
Buried in deep with the rubble that came with this
No one can tell what tomorrow will do with this
Angelic choirs still sing of a demon kiss
Crystal
The silence softens me
A word with only thee
Already mortal so a self-inflicted tendency
To make a statement with a microphone and kill it
Until everyone just vomits and God willing
We slip away
Take you down
Until your way
Weighs you down
One hand to play with me
One hand to pull the plug
Another hand that spills the vodka on her favorite rug
A gnashing, sprawling answer to the love that she once had
And maybe in a moment, you may tell yourself she's not so bad
I did a lot of thinking
Despite bottles you can see
My pores are leaking
My adrenaline is reeking
Until death do us a favor
We slip away
Take you down
My favorite girl
Weighs you down
And if no one can see
Why can they not reach you?
Clarity is fuzzy
Depending on the material of the stronghold
Mendax
When all the lights come into bloom
You strike the chord that's out of tune
Made to sound sweet and fill in time
Yet later doesn't even rhyme
In the mouth is where it sleeps
Is it easier to leave it lie or watch its power seep?
We open doors that close too fast
Like making species with no class
In a catastrophe we build upon ourselves
Relieving and straining each other
Who will you choose as a guide?
Having been there once before I'll tell you
There is nothing left to say
With just over seven billion mortals sharing every breath
Why do we ridicule the gods as they all sentence us to death?
In the event that I can't reach you realize that no one can
Because your coat of heavy armor will expose your second skin
Dare I see with my eyes
And then feel in disguise
Such an innocent crime
Free with no chance of release
Selfless
Has he taken you into account?
It's been a lot of waiting, right?
Can I shoot you more questions?
Will you really start a fight?
They say moving on's the hardest part
But practice makes perfect
We all have the strength to make two strong
Guess he didn't deserve it
The river flows beside the sinuses and into the senses
Reactions are made to become unreactive
Contradictions are made to become your philosophy
Maybe one day you howl
Perhaps today you call out
Say today he remembers
But everyone can remember
Amnesia, destruction
I'm not so deceiving
Selfless and reaching
Kisses
Colors will lead you nowhere
If the clouds corrode the sky
Can you take it?
Stay in bed and cry
Everybody's wages are the same as long as they're taken slow
If your body meets the earth
Who will be there?
Alone you just die
Don't you know that
Beggars can't be choosers but the giving's in the way of the soul
It just can't be wrong
They're singing the song
Colors will lead you nowhere
When the sun kisses the sky and brings a color flood
Then the sky can take a soul up to the lord above
When the grass begins to wave the flag to many a dove
You still feel the broken love
When the rainbow brings a gift to see and never touch
Do you wonder what it's like to be alone too much?
If the moon is cursed to half a day and then it gets shoved
Do you need to fall in love?
Through the test of time
There is hatred
Menacing depression ridden with guilt
All of these complaints pale in comparison to you holding still
You just have to make it known
But I'll tell you
You have just been lectured by people in the air
They know what they do but it's up to you to take it somewhere
Move to the music
So you never have to move the end
Mating is dating and fun is what you tell all your friends
It just can't be wrong
They're singing the song
I feel it inside so it won't be too long
Colors will lead you nowhere
When the sun kisses the sky and brings a color flood
Then the sky can take a soul up to the lord above
When the grass begins to wave the flag to many a dove
You still feel the broken love
When the sun kisses the sky and brings a color flood
Then the sky can take a soul up to the lord above
When the grass begins to wave the flag to many a dove
You still feel the broken love
When the rainbow brings a gift to see and never touch
Do you wonder what it's like to be alone too much?
If the moon is cursed to half a day and then it gets shoved
Do you need to fall in love?
Shower
Sound sung stringing song sewn with strain
I can drain the memories but wavelength tends to mess with things
Like the fact that it's just easy to breathe
But I'll tell you one thing
I can't remember one thing for the life of me
What's left to say?
You turn me on
But you escape me
We're locking eyes
You have no clothes
It's so much simpler when you know you're not exposed
It's the notion that you come to find
But only when you're not in full control of your emotion
All or none and you can't decide
At least once a day
Several lives crossed between the lines
On a grid expanding to be disposed
A finger on me
Finger figures of a harbinger
A sensor that's so null
Perceived as a signal
A pointless retrieval
For new disapproval
So spontaneous and undefined
But for all conclusions that dare to defy me
I decide on this light above
And it has to be pure
Naturism both granted and lost
By the touch of hands and the voice of mind
To tell you one thing
It's to yourself
A sensor that's so null
Perceived as a signal
A pointless retrieval
For new disapproval
And if I say I want to keep it
I'll more just try to reach it
In hopes that I can see it
So why try to tell me
I can only do nothing
And dreams are impossible
What I have come to adore is lost
Screaming at the mist so soft
From this day forth I am gone
A sensor that's so null
Perceived as a signal
A pointless retrieval
For new disapproval
And if I say I want to keep it
I'll more just try to reach it
In hopes that I can see it
So why try to tell me
I can only do nothing
And dreams are impossible
Masked Appeal
I am as good as I look on paper
I have your own conflicting soul
You know
They seek sixty cent salvation
One that makes your sad existence whole
And I do what you think again
With a purpose made known again
Maybe you can save yourself whenever you need saving
Bad guys can only be as bad as your mind
I could be as real as you were making me on Sunday
All of your addictions dressed in masks and tights
I can make you disappear
But first go talk to the cashier
I'm saying what you're making is an excuse for your nature
You are just about as worthless as you see the legislature
I do what you think again
Come and see me scripted again
Six Minutes
A tired knot unsheathed
Propellers propelled by one's greed
A parallel exists
From sharing kills to sharing kiss
While one and one make two
Subtraction's always due
And no one knows better than you
Who will know better?
And with time all things mend
Without I guess they all just end
Respect and chivalry
The same six minutes you gave me
While one and one make two
Subtraction's always due
And no one knows better than you
Can you feel the chilling?
It's absolutely killing one of us
Yeah, maybe down there you'll feel something
Break Contact
War for the neutral party
You can't see
In each other's eyes you'll never reach a treaty
So why not just break contact?
Break contact
Break contact
Break contact
Severance is the only bracer
For a welder now revealed
You defy the gods of your own selfishness
Swimming long enough to kneel
Rest assured you will always falter
Off the master's beaten path
There's no such thing as mutualism
When two creatures are attached
Winter and On
In case you missed last season
I'm fine
Previously on what I left
Behind
It's hard to see through the convolution
I made
Can we call backwards evolution
Mistake?
Studies show that we don't know
Failure, achievement; all signs that we are useless
Together we look so pale
Warming up to each other still leaves one side
Looking like the victim
And if you will this
I will come back to you
Only to disappoint
Your assumption of what I've done
And where I will go
And if I have
Worth
Studies show that we don't know
Failure, achievement; all signs that we are useless
Together we look so pale
Warming up to each other still leaves one side
Looking like the victim is just never the worst place
Failure, achievement; all part of the experience
In the Summer you will know
But in this bed I'm
Blind
More
I caged you in
You gave me more
Why do they call it top 40 when they only play 10?
Say you can't understand so maybe you should listen
I get the real feels around you
Maybe you can party tonight, maybe you want to
I know you can't hear me so shut my mouth
If you can't stand the heat, then we should get it all out
I get the real feels around you
Maybe you can party tonight, but with the other dude
Say you want to take a stroll with me when the lights are out
Holding out
Scary thing's
I don't even care that much it happened before and
I was cynical then and I'm cynical now
You're all down on the floor while I'm up in the clouds
Am I feeling it out?
I'm already on the next level
Don't give me a look I have several
I've heard of so close yet so far away but this is ridiculous
We ignore the future 'cause it's not today
The next time that you see me
I will struggle for your touch
And we can meet up in each other's dreams
Since reality may cost too much
I caged you in
You gave me more
The next time that you see me
I will struggle for your touch
And we can meet up in each other's dreams
Since reality may cost too much
Why must we suffer battle
Between predator and prey?
If all this really starts to strangle hope
Then something has to change
Stepped outside
Got a cold
Found the sun
But no souls
And I feel
That the world may have imploded
But I feel
So I sit
On my throne
Making noise
All alone
Our capacity for social ties
Only reaches so far
And it seems about time for that rope to rip up into parts
So I can wrap the chains around his neck
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